Why can't I, as a fan, not care about the results of the Niners' games each week. Why can't I learn not to give a damn, the way some other fans do? Why can't I just accept that its just a game, and one that I control in no way possible?
Its wierd. I've been a fan of the football/49ers since 2004. Yes, 2004, the year we were 2-14. Why is it that I have grown to love this team so much? I mean, its not like I was around during the glory days, or even the days in which we were good ( T.O, Garcia), that I have some hope from the past. I have just developed this sort of relationship with the Niners, that its almost as if I feel every win deep in my heart, and I feel every loss deep in my heart. When the Niners lose, I have a sort of feeling that is best described as misery. When they win, I feel as if anything bad that could happen from that day till next Sunday wouldn't matter one bit.
Does anyone else feel this way? And I know that no one has the answer, but.......
[ Edited by niner4life21 on Sep 27, 2009 at 8:47 PM ]