Originally posted by chico49erfan:
RIP
On a side note -- it's hard for me to grasp the idea of depression when you're in a profession millions would kill to be in. I know this may be hard-headed, but don't football players LOVE football? McDaniels said this kid was the most excited when he called him during the draft. I know Coffee found God, but I can't fathom a pro football player being sad about being a pro football player...
Sometime you think you know a person, but sometimes people just simply do not let you in. I suffered through a really good friend taking his own life this past March 2010. I was in complete shock, because this is the type of dude you would never think would do such a terrible thing. I never saw my friend angry and he was always smiling and caring for others, going out of his way to help people. He had recently married a tremendous girl and appearances were they were made for each other. I don't know why he did it, but I guess everyone has their own reasons, and some people can deal with it and some cannot.
Kenny McKinley's suicide hit very close to home for me, because of my recent loss of a close friend in that same manner; moreover, living in Colorado magnified the media attention to this sad situation. It sucks dude, it really sucks. I just hope and pray his family and friends are able to forgive and move on. I know it's still challenging for me, kicking myself for thinking I wish there was a way I could have helped.